the needle and the damage done

I think Neil Young did a song by that name. I seem to experiencing a weird sort of massively delayed heroin cravings. I didn’t used to think about it much at all but in the last several months it has been on my mind a helluva lot.

It is May 31, 2014 and the last time I felt the unbelievably wonderful sensation of smack flowing through my veins was April 1, 2011. 

I went to rehab and got cured with a miracle drug called Suboxone. 

It worked. BUT

still I wonder and wish and yeah just sometimes yearn for the warm soft blanket that is heroin.


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