It gets better. Really? When?

NO it NEVER gets any fucking better

Suicidal Transgirl

“You need to hang on, it gets better”

“You need to keep fighting, you can make it through this”

“Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem”

I have been hearing that for 30 years now. When, exactly does it get better? While 30 years is temporary in the lifespan of the earth, it represents two thirds of my lifetime. It hasn’t gotten better. In many respects my life is far worse than it was 30 years ago when I first attempted to take my own life. Most of the problems that triggered my suicidal thoughts back then are still there, and I have three decades of additional problems added to it.

Certainly there have been some good times that have popped up occasionally in the last thirty years, but when they end life is worse than it was before the good times happened. I dread happiness because I…

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