I Apologize For My Subconscious Mind

never apologize never explain

Athena's Wicked Owl

I apologize. No, I am not sorry because I quit using sentences beginning with “I am”, followed by self-deprecating verbiage.

Now don’t get me wrong, you have acted like an asshole.

But…I do apologize.

I know it’s me. I cannot continue to deny the unmistakable similar patterns which were made through the course of all of my relationships, whether they were amorous, familial, or otherwise. The proof is there.

Here is my burning question:

It is my contention that when I do eventually cut a person off, I have a very good reason for my decision. I never just ax somebody I really do love. I never like to hurt anyone unnecessarily.

But, does my dysfunction in relationships and my deep need for solitude attract to me those persons who my subconscious mind knows will haul ass, anyway. Do I attract those whom I know will suit me for my…

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